...of the rest of my life.
Yeah, yeah. I know it's trite, but that's really how I feel. Like I'm on the brink of something big.
Or something smaller.
Tonight I begin my first day of the 30 Day Shred. I paid $14.99 for Jillian Michaels to kick my butt for the next 30 days (and the 30 after that, and the 30 after that...). I'm bound and determined to stick with it.
And for some strange reason, I feel like this is gonna work. Like after all these years, something has finally clicked in my brain. Maybe it's got something to do with the fact that I'll be 40 in a little less than two months. Maybe it's got something to do with losing a seemingly healthy former student to a sudden heart attack. Maybe it's got something to do with having two young children and really wanting to be around to dance at their weddings and play with my future grandchildren.
Maybe I'm just really scared of Jillian Michaels.
I don't really know, but I'll keep you posted.
And I'll be sure to let you know exactly how shredded I feel tomorrow morning.